NightGhost37

These feelings are too hard to explain. I try not to get caught up in them. They exhaust me to the very core. You say you have second thoughts. You say you don't know. Oh, but darling can't you see? The way my eyes sparkle when I look at you. Oh, but darling can't you sense? How happy I am whenever I'm with you. I'm not the best choice, Nor am I probably the right one, But I hope you'll choose me. Don't make hasty decisions, think it through. Relationships are a two way street.  We can make it work. Don't go biting your tongue, speak up. Honey coated words and cigarette stained breath. Nobody is perfect until You fall in love w

It's strange. You make all these rules only to break them in the end. Falling in love? Oh, well you've done it all. You're a good girl, yet when midnight strikes you can't help but let your hair down and have your panties fall to your knees. What have you become? The crowd shouts throwing violent punches into the air. Logic is crumbling and your mind has become a dumpster for second thoughts and question marks. Have you changed? No, it can't be. You're still the same as you have always been, and though that is something you wish to believe the marks on your neck weave a different story. Alcohol breath and ash stained body; the crime is eviden

Love you say? Darling, don't get your hopes up. Fairytales have long gone vanished. The heart is no longer what boys Yearn to steal. What's that? Oh, but that is life. You settle for what you can Grasp

Could this be another love poem? I hope not. The world is filled with way too many of them. My heart is thumping and words are failing to explain how I feel. Are you in love? Oh, no darling, don't you know? I am not one of those girls. I don't jump head first into the water. I don't let myself get involved in such foolishness.  Those games are meant for younger folks. Heartbreaks, smeared mascara, and paper thin lies don't interest me. I have no time for games. I have no money to gamble on something that may never happen. Love has no insurance that fixes the dents inflicted on your heart.  It carries no guarantee of a safe return.

I've never been the prettiest of them girls, With lips as soft as the petals of a rose, Or eyes that tug at your heart, pull you in like the waves of the ocean Boys do not like kissing me, My lips are chapped, and feel rough against their naked skin. I have brown eyes, brown like burned wood or your morning coffee that is bitter, but you do not know since you haven't tasted anything better My eyes are brown, Ordinary, Just like Me "How much for those eyes?" Bargains are not placed to see the world through my perspective, "What an ugly babe, will she ever be wed?" Destiny is decided by crude rumors and bitter words The sc

To love I'm just a broken stereo Stuck on repeat; no chance Of reaper To happiness I'm a stranger Walking between the two lanes of traffic; Maybe loneliness will want me Hey stranger, With your thick wallet, mocking smile You think you got me all figured out So, was it my worn-out converse? That are famous to gravel, dirt, inch-high puddles, Or the tattered, Led Zeppelin t-shirt that helped you "get me"? Was it my short, brown hair? Or the baggy, straight, covered in paint jeans That came from the men's department since that was all I could afford, That helped you decide of my preference? Did my loudness, Lack of personal s

You were, I am, we'll be… Lost, in love, changed They say Time heals All wounds— but, Darling, it's still Going to leave a scar I thought it was impossible to— Break you, But now I realize That you are more fragile Than I thought For months, I found your face, your childish laughter in crowds, watched you move like water, and then be demolished by somebody Walking through you And now I see What a fool I was For letting you go Because the truth Is easy to see -   You were meant To be With me

I am the girl that is too scared to turn around, or, maybe just strong enough to move on I am everything you want, and nothing you need

You can't hurt me, I'm small, weak, Your words, fists aren't strong enough to leave a mark I cry at night, You're blind to my tears, to my pain, after all it's just a period in my life That I will soon out grow I'm not loud enough for you to hear what I have to say, or maybe I am, but when I talk noise is all you hear Lies told, I search to forget, I search for something I never lost, I seek pain, happiness, love, pleasure, Something that will prove that I'm not dead I can sing, but I can't move you, I can draw, but a blank canvas is all you'll see So why are you here? Why do you listen? Why do you taint my air